Hoe gaat het met jouw?

I´m learning dutch at the moment, which is fucking hard: I´m legal here and everywhere (21 years old) and I´m still missing you so badly it makes me sick. All I´ve gotten from you so far this year is a kiss, a very small hand job and a kiss there. yes, there. I told you that I´ve been missing you, but it seems to be of no use at all. When will I get my cuddle? Who are you?